In the old stories the knight waits for the lady, who may know of his waiting or not. This waiting is a hunger. It is not necessary that the lady know. But it could help. We wait between one note and the next, a heartbeat or two. The shape of loneliness fills any space. You can wait for the world to change, but I don't think it will. Those tracks were laid long ago. Large souls arrive among us; we linger in their shadows. Here is a waiting of leaning forward, another of turning back, wistfully. Practice a waiting that moves toward your hunger. In the Psalms it says, "Wait for the Lord." With the Lord, a thousand years are as a day. It takes courage to wait for the Lord. That is in the old stories too.
